About My Job..

Honestly, I don't think some of you guys (especially those of you in the chu groups) really understand how my job is affecting my lack of time on here and skype in general?  So lemme sum it up for you:

Ever since I was hired back in the middle of March (I’m a seasonal) things have been very hectic at work.  Literally every day I’ve worked, except 2, have been 10 hour days.  The past 2 seasons I've worked here we didn’t work more than 8-9 hours, with a few 10 hour days being the exception.  With every single day I've worked being 10 hours for over the course of 2 months, I come home drained physically, emotionally, and mentally.  Also since last week, they decided we are required to work on Saturdays, instead of just the normal Mon-Fri schedule.  So basically, I’m working 60 hour weeks with no benefits whatsoever.  

This adds on to my stress, because I have social anxiety so I really need the weekends off so I can recover from having to be around/interact with so many people in a social setting.  Instead of having 2 days to recover, I now only have 1 now which isn’t enough time for me personally.  So.. y’all can figure the rest out from there I hope :'''V

More or less once I’m let go this season, I will not be returning to this job since this season has completely burnt me out.  The only reason I would return is if I got accepted for the full time position I applied for (so I could at least get benefits while working here.)  Since it’s been a little over 2 weeks since I applied to it, I kind of doubt I’ll be called back for it?  But this place is ridiculously unpredictable as hell so.. we’ll see.

***Oh and a bonus fact I learned last Saturday I was at work.  If you ask your boss that you would like to leave early that day, even if you're in physical pain (which I specified because my wrist was heavily bothering me), you will be given 1/2 a "disciplinary point" which if you get enough.. you'll be fired/unable to continue working there.

So if I've ever come off as bitter/nasty/mean/etc. to any of you during this period of time, I sincerely apologize for it.  My job isn't really an excuse for that kind of behavior, but it is an explanation regardless.  I just.. really want some of you guys to try understanding what I'm going through right now ;;